Struggling with the Dark

by Nuestros Derechos

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released March 28, 2008

Jerry – electric and acoustic guitars, lead vocals
Jet – bass, lead vocals
Johnny – drums
Mike Warchitect – improvised solo on track 7

Menno Bakker / Bunt’s studio – recording, mixing and producing
Alan Douches / - mastering
Jozzz van Ooijen / – painted front cover
KJ / – photos on back side
Paul Kipping / – all other photos & lay-out
Fake / – digitizing the new ND logo




Nuestros Derechos Utrecht, Netherlands

Two guys and a grrrl delivering relentless thrash metal with a punk spirit that will put a smile on your face.

Fast 'n furious for over a decade, but inactive since 2014.

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Track Name: Devil's Repent
I’m sorry for the mayhem I have caused
I feel regret about the pain I have inflicted

The temptations to cross the line
All the souls I have declined

I repent those acts, I repent these facts
I repent the fact that you despise and hate me
I repent the fact that your God made me

I feel remorse about the lies I told you
I feel regrets about eternal torture

The temptations to cross the line
All those souls I have declined


Now your God he must forgive me
Absolution granted; He sets me free

Track Name: Spam
Find a fuck-buddy, get laid tonight
Meeting your match has never been easier
Meet hot chicks, no more clicks
Penis growth patches, don’t resist, don’t be shy

Judy would like to be your Valentine
She will love you more than any other sexy guy
Dating sites for nymphos, make your girlfriend happy
Want to be a perfect lover, answer me, talk to me

Build more sperm in your penis
Give yourself 3 inches longer
With our pheromones you are god
These pills keep the fire burning

Can this be what you wanted? (2 x)
Take advantage, remove yourself
Shop the competition. This is not spam

Why look old? Turn back the clock
Become immune to the passage of time
Cleanse, moisturize and beautify your skin
No prescription needed, save on your medicines

Is acne ruining your life?
Feel young again, think I can help you out
Stop the painful craving for more food
Sick of your fat? Answer me, talk to me

3 easy ways to loose weight
Affordable healthcare, we care for you
Pass the test, forget the rest
Bring ‘wow’ into your day

Track Name: Nosferatu
Realize that my life is far behind me
Look at me and tell me what you see
A cold reflection of what I once have been
Cloaked in darkness and move unseen

I am the Nosferatu!

All I know is this hunger, this addiction
A life of bloodlust that is my conviction
Condemned to a play, performed in the night
Never again can I bear a beam of light

I am the Nosferatu!
Track Name: Deimos
Original lyrics in Dutch. English translation:

When the spectre of dread wanders among us
Extincts any nuance
When hatred practises among people
Fear, anger and grieves germinate

Dreading the nuclear bomb, AIDS and immigrants
Dreading paedophiles and climate change

But the most eminent danger is our own dread
Deimos incoercible!

Dreading demographic ageing, junkies and inflation
Dreading shortages in public health care and genetic manipulation
Afraid for you, afraid for me
But the most eminent danger is our own dread
Deimos is in control

Dreading unemployment, bird influenza and radiation
Dreading violence in the streets and terror attacks

But the most eminent danger is our own dread
Deimos is untamable

Dreading bureaucrats, cancer and rapists
Dreading extremism and privacy abuse

Most of all I dread the nameless people who profit of our fears

Deimos reigns!
Track Name: Nazgûl
As dawn through mist arrives
You find yourself deprived
Of all that made you great
Dark cravings chose your fate

See what you have done
All killed but one
No gods left

You breathe the night
In cloth you hide
Your lost soul

In greed you lived
For greed you died
Slave of death

Hell is so near
It’s what you fear
Beg for live

What was can be no more
Once loved, once you cared for
The past haunts you inside
Life’s core you can’t outride

His voice you must obey
No hope, no peace, no way
Forever doomed you heel
You wraith of human feel

Track Name: Insomnia
Drowning in my blanket, suffocate my sins
Darkness all around me as the night is closing in
Staring at the ceiling, my eyes just open wide
No comforting dreams, just sleepless nights

Twist and turn between my sheets, drowning in my sweat
My mind switches to overload; I need to get some rest
The hours passing by without falling asleep
I don’t know what to do, I’ve lost count of sheep.


At night I think about the times I could have made things better
These thoughts they haunt me through the night; it´s worse than nightmares
And as I lay there right awake I feel the world upon me
I think I suffer from insomnia; it’s worse than nightmares

As the night moves on, hours passing by
My mind is playing tricks with me confusing truth with lies
Did I do that right, should I’ve done that better?
The questions I ask myself, the answers stay out of reach.

I ate all my sleeping pills, smoked all my weed
But still the sleep won’t come to me, though it is all I need
I realize insomnia is something really bad
Because I can feel how I’m going mad

Track Name: Darkest before Dawn
Instrumental songs don't contain lyrics :-)